Eternal Sunshine <3
Rants. YAY.
Why is when you tell someone who’s in a committed relationship that you’re single, they look at you like you’re dying from some serious disease. Like, really? They throw that “Oh, poor you” look on your face and then immediately list all the people “who would be perfect for you”. Bitch, please. If I wanted a man, I’d do something about it. I’m not desperate, I’m not lonely. I’m happy, and I really don’t need any of your sympathy hook ups. Thanks, but no thanks.
On another note: I may be happy with my life in general, but I fucking can’t stand my job. I hate it, more than anything. I have nightmares all the time, and I dread stepping foot into that horrid studio. I cannot wait to finish this Christmas and get the fuck out of there. It’s going to be the BEST feeling to finally walk the fuck out of that place.
Love in Paris is like a dream but I’d rather find love in you instead.
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| — | Found this somewhere off the interwebs. I wish I knew where and who said it, because this is amazing <3 |
He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.
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| — | Bob Marley |
I miss my photography. I realized today how long it’s been since I last shot anything that was just for me. I’m completely consumed by my (terrible) job, and my classes. Even though I shoot for school assignments, they’re just that. Assignments. I have guidelines to stay within, there’s little room for my creativity. The stress between those two things have made my own creativity to dwindle. I miss it. I miss the inspiration. I miss the sudden drive to pick up my camera and shoot. I wanna get back out there. I want to shoot again <3
Hopefully this on-location photography class will let me blossom again. I’m hoping it’s a different structure than my previous classes, that we’ll have the freedom to choose the concept of our photoshoots and explore our creativity. It’s not that I have lost the creativity, it’s more so the drive to actually go out and pursue it. I guess we’ll see on Monday…
